Have you felt the pain of a thousand knives down your heart and down your spine?

Have you felt it? Because  I've felt it.

As you lay there paralyzed, thinking about her calm blue eyes, you know you'd do it again.

Shes is much like the sun, warm on your skin, deeply penetrating in.
Looking in to the light, so painfully bright.

Can't look away, cant say what you need to say.
You dig in your mind, but once you've found it you've already gone blind.

You long to see her again, but you cannot physically see. So you reach out your hands to feel the warmth of her cheek.

Her skin is so soft, you wish you could lay lips upon, her jawline so perfect you rest your thumbs on.

Your 8 remaining fingers are tangled in the back of her hair, your brains saying let go but your heart says don't you dare.

The warmth of her nose rests on the side of mine as our lips are perfectly intertwined,
our breathing gets heavy, our hearts pounding like a Chevy.

When suddenly shes gone.

Your hands, fingers and thumbs hold nothing but air, you feel no softness of her hair.

You feel your self sinking, down from the sky, Is this it? Have you died?

Your feet hang so limp and in defeat,
after a silent fall
your feet finally touch the cold concrete,

You ******* down to your weakened knees, for the cost of love is the biggest fee.

You lay there paralyzed with a thousand knives in your heart and down your spine.

Would you do it again?