I used to choose my words with ease Picking and choosing the placement Aligning the thought’s with the paper perhaps try to think back to the pen tap? Now it’s the click of a keyboard I know im off track Im still moving backwards somehow I’ll try to reroute
These letters used to glide out my mind Now they stay stitched over and over Mind glitched trying to rewire the mind of professionally trained liar
Lies spoken not with malicious intent but rather in my own self defense Also insecurity of my own life path and journey For fear of my rejection i used these lies for protection For my mind is far to flexible for ones own good
My malleable mind had molded like clay Then hardened once it saw the light of day And basked in the sunlight So much so it forgot how to admire nippy nights
Blending truths of characters played and my own Twisting truths though i hate to admit id done that alone Thought i wasn’t always a truth teller I strive now to do better
I’ve learned flexibility is useless without stability Clay compact so bound it broke Which is fine Just remember my previous line Flexibility is useless without stability
Blending, bending and finally mending A mind shattered and rebuilt after ending New beginnings