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Tom Turner
Poems
May 2022
Future Goodbye, Future
The doctors tell me that
the headaches will get stronger
and the back and legs will not,
until I cannot stand or sit or walk.
I came back home,
but not to live a lie.
And everyone soon will know
I’m only here for a long goodbye.
I can’t tell my friends and parents’ yet,
I wish I could tell them all.
But I don’t want grieving
before grief becomes real.
Most of all, there’s one
who deserved the truth
I couldn’t give her.
A real goodbye, and not a lie
I wish I could have told her
why I just walked away.
Angry and broken-hearted
is less than she deserved.
But I do not have the time
to love her anymore
I only had the time
to help her unlove me.
And I can bear the thought
of dying alone, more than
watching the pain in her eyes,
watching me go.
Knowing she will heal from
a broken heart and life for her
will go on much sooner,
and that she did deserve.
Written by
Tom Turner
75/M/North Carolina
(75/M/North Carolina)
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