I'm an enigma
A spirit
from some long lost land
read about in books
Intangible
Nothing to touch

Your hand
your
scars
They rattle my soul like
you took away my medication

My self loathing
peers outside the window
Jeering
Knowing what I can be
but will never embrace

I'm sorry
My
sadness
goes deeper than my
love for love
The breath I gave up
for a life of suffocation
is my own bubble of Death
and
Desperation

Don't jump---
I wouldn't want you to drown with me

I'll grab you
and take you
With the passion that runs through my veins
I hope you recognize my efforts
and grab me back
even when I pull away

I just want to know what forever feels like
They say let it **** you
Another enemy
or the reason I go forth
I hope to finally understand
why people lose their minds
And skin
to serpents wrapped around their necks

Blue
Purple
Haze

washing over me

I'll let go---
yes, I'll let go