i wanna go home home to the bed i own home to the chaotic laughter i wanna go home home to where i can be alone home to where only i can roam home to you home to everyone who loved me when i wanted to return home when i wanted to be alone when i didn’t want to be provoked take me home but proceed with caution don’t break me when you are taking me home lay me on my soft bed kiss me on the head fly me home so i can dance in my room alone so i can finally breathe after being choked take me home
who am i kidding, just anxious?! i feel like i am bleeding from the knuckles and as if my brain is being chewed. it won’t stop. i just wanna escape it. i am soooo sick of being the “new one.” love me already