he's a sentimental boy who keeps fur in a jar from his childhood dog sagely mumbles something about cloning when i **** my head to the side and point. he has lost most things to the wind and rain guards his memories and the scrap of paper i scribbled on and dropped in his car before i left with his lips on my tongue and the sound of his "i hate you" drumming on a 12-hour train ride back to sydney. and i've always heard about boys with mischievous smiles but i never expected a lost boy to find me with his jack-o-lantern eyes one laughing one bored surveying everyone with eyelids still imprinted with the image of paradise the comparison drawn whether he wants it or not do i fall too short of the beauty he's seen?