This is my penance I cannot fulfill the dream It is impossible to walk a path that leaves me glowing As I’ve hesitated for far too long So I drag myself along the permanent way And slither down into suburban chasms Grow angry, then bitter, then die of indifference But the face finally softens as the burden is let go And I entertain the thought that I could’ve done something more And that my castles in the sky only needed scaffolding