Then the wind blew a little rough
You got scared and left me behind
It was okay and it still is
But what hurts the most are the words you spitted at me
They felt real and full of warmth
I sensed ripen truth in each line
They were sweet and sour
But were loaded with lies
I felt pretty then u killed the vibe
Now I am back in the past
And I am lying flat on the ground
Starring at the sky full of mist
I can't get to see past through it
Belief is whispering and asking me to seek
But my anxiety is warning me to lay low under the tree
This is huge and gigantic
Something that I have watered to grow this big
Once It was in my palm now it is slipping through my fingertips
Now hope screeches on the back of my shoulder
Begging me to fight before fleet
But there goes my insecurities who are  ready
To chain me here for eternity.