There is no juice in your meat No sweet to your thin No beat in your heart No wheel on your cart Little love for your mind And these missives I have signed With relish and gusto Religious ink writing - Irreligious rite inking Pages full of pelliculous thinking My pages, filled with the ridiculous These are my letters to you Filled with more letters Held up to the light to cast shadows And can be seen right through Guessing thoughts of green giddy meadows, Of guarded gaffling men, Of tygers and lyrical zen My hand had paused and drawn a blank And you saw that too When you held up my letters to the light You read from the cover Just by my tone I knew of your other lover And how I'm made to suffer How I'm faced with a Hobson's choice How you've covered up and drowned out my voice With the moans of your new paramour With the valiant slew of groans striking to the core How you've used a hold on my heart As your bully pulpit To propound how I need to be fully sculpted Not the man I am, I persist, and I abide, Not for your amusement and no longer by your side I feel as if my heart, the conductor, is ablaze with St. Elmo's fire At my back, a church choir My funeral, no, the inhumation of our consociation. A pit replete to swell, on to hell.