these colors make me happy
Unlike these recent events
Thoughts of life I’ll never know
Color me dark with jealousy and Pain
But these feelings should not be here
'Cause these colors are much too bright
to hinder loving feelings on this lovely Monday night.
Unexplained realities slap me around
exasperated  voices crying out, begging to be seen
And still I sit and let my sad life pass me by.

Without a second thought, the words come flowing from my mind
Falling freely, all walls have come crashing down.
Expose, my words are not my own; they’ve all been said before
Just… not in the same order,think, hear or smell.
I think a day as simply myself would be sublime;
A day with no restrictions on my actions, thoughts and phrases
When I could burst into song in the middle of class
And no one will give it a second thought
My music will be the perfect Soundtrack
And my day will be recorded in movie and book fashion
But no one will think anything of it.
In my mind: I am a hero of the nations, yet still independant
I am a feline-esque ninja that can read emotions and body language at once
And I’m happy where I’m at
If only you could join me in my imagination, then you could see why
I’d rather be there than in this depressing world