I shouldn’t have looked
I thought you loved me
I shouldn’t care, I set you free
So why is it, I feel this terrible jealousy?
Like I still have a connection?
False hopes, wishful thinking…
I set myself up.
But what I do know, I’m not sure I can trust myself anymore.
So tell me, would you take back the one who left you? (go)
Or would you move on?
I Don’t know what I want anymore.
It’s all still raw, still torn.
I haven’t opened those boxes yet.
I haven’t moved the roses.
I haven’t let go.
I wish I didn’t have to wonder what you’re doing now,
I wanted to go to your party, maybe make things better
But with family in town, I’m stuck at home.
I wish I couldn’t see other girls crushing on you.
I wish I could stop being stupid
And just… say my last goodbye.
And let you be happy.
Because all that matter in the end is that you’re smiling