staring into oblivion
thinking of what i just did
and what could i have happened
had i listened to her


We’ve drawn lines
and we’ve crossed them too
I know exactly what I’ve done
and what I’m going to do.

'Your eyes are blue,”
and together we moved
like blue diamonds
in a dark field of love.

never before
have I wanted so badly
to give myself away
quite so freely.

It feels so natural
to enjoy being wanted
to be held tenderly
to be bitten with desire

I’m still a fledgling
to the whole concept…
I may be innocent, but
I sure as hell ain’t naive.

never before
have I bled so much
and felt no pain
nor regret

soon
and very soon
again i shall bleed
freely, with pain

Only for the one
Who holds my heart
So close to his
And his is mine.

tonight
i crossed so many lines
and i feel
fine (tempted)

to do it again
and again, until
I don’t know where I began…
and where he ends.