i can still feel you
i can feel your lips
i can feel your body against mine
i can smell your scent
i can feel the intimidation of being this close to you

i remember being nervous
i remember the sound of your voice
i remember how i was shaking
and how i felt like an idiot

i still hear your beautiful voice
i still see your beautiful eyes
i still feel your lips
i still feel my arms in yours

i remember being dizzy and lightheaded
i remember thinking how much trouble this would cause
i remember not caring as our lips met
i remember almost crying as it had to end

i remember when i was caught
i remember tears and wanting to cry
i remember thinking:
was he really worth the trouble? this inexplicable pain?