I sit in my apartment quiet 
Wounded so hard inside 
My chest feels like a hole has been dug out 
I cry because I can't believe 
I've lost my beliefs when you took my trust 
I trusted you completely 
How naive and ignorant of me 
How ungraceful to allow you in my body 
I cry when I'm in my bed 
Where you left me 
Naked at the door 
I feel that moment once more 
So blurry 
Every man 
Every person 
Reaps what you have sworn into my mind of a mysterious river full of lies 
Trust. I cannot 
It was hard before but now it is irrelevant.
I do not trust inside. Myself or anyone else
You broke me. I'm numb, I'm a sore.