i refuse to hold the agony of waiting in my heart
rip it out of me, please
separate me from my body
i beg you
i don't believe this shell i reside in can hold much longer
it is trapped with endless ramblings in my brain
my legs forced to keep moving
a beating heart full of wrong choices
a knife to the chest, aware that i'm existing
i have not given consent to bring this body into this world
and no one ever gave me a choice
i beg you
rip out my heart. rip out my lungs too.
i refuse to wait anymore
i want a change that i can see
separate me from this person i don't want to be