Did we meet on such a day as this My mind that memory shall ne’er miss. But does it make you rue or rejoice Were you even glad to have heard my voice Was it my vain insistence that led us to this And have you not for a moment longed for release I see your heart glittering with innocence While mine recovers from its daily offense Must you not cast me away with haste Don’t you dread being ruined by my quest By Pollux! You will one day see the free But Venus will keep you away from me When you smile, I will blink not my eye But, alas, my vision is blurred! Aye! All those royal features I cannot see And I am not (have never been) deserving of thee.
Weakness wrapped its hands about me And patiently, it didst lead me to thee Your worthiness was clear before my eyes A part of me for thee was(is) willing to die I recall many a homely encounter And when for a time I was to you, “arbiter” Perhaps my speech betrayed my desire Which in turn sparked in your interiors a fire Why did my fears bother you? Yet you said you felt the same and that we’d rue When to you did I appear offensive But I too had my share of actions-repulsive I still dread what shall occur on that day, For the picture is still clear in my head But Venus with alacrity will lead me away I will then be, but in whose stead?
There’ll be a brighter light someday When all my miseries will be wiped away Perhaps then I’ll be more deserving of you Unlike now, when my ‘qualities’ are few So, let me sojourn in this barren land And seek counsel from that golden hand Let those wounds heal by degrees I too need to feel the chilly breeze I cannot teach you how to love For my heart is engulfed in mauve I, this day, shall have no gift to offer But you in nearest days shall surely prosper That “light” will be your guide Joy shall forever be by your side You see it all – You know my faults and fears With shame, may my only tribute this day be my tears!