Want to sleep, don't want to. Waiting for something. An idea, an event. Something to do. Write on the walls. Or the mirror or a shirt. Draw something, write something. Go for a walk. Sing a song. Whole house is asleep. Write a song, don't have a piano. And the whole house is asleep. Clean my room? That can wait. Read something?
11:31 P.M.
Mom, you gave me this flip calendar with mother/daughter quotes for each day. Those words you said to me, "Mom and daughter are not to be friends," Mom that hurts. So I imagine you made a 11:35 P.M. those sticky notes over there catch my eye. What should I do with these? I'll test one, see if they'll stick.
I have many hideous scarves. What is to be done with those shoe boxes?
WHY didn't I start looking for a job EARLIER???
12:04 A.M.
The stickies just fell and made me jump. I'll tape paper to the wall instead.
12:13 A.M.
Maybe I won't sleep tonight. I'll do my summer reading like it's day, until I drop.
copyright Victoria Balsamo, July 14, 2010 -- the night I finished reading Pride and Prejudice