home
/həʊm/


noun 
the place where one lives permanently, especially as a member of a family or household.

the feeling of sadness that overcomes me every now and then is what i feel the most associated with. it gives me the fulfillment that no other feeling can offer. sitting on the floor with tears continuously falling down my cheeks. and i turn to the mirror and there i am. back to 2016, or 2012 with the same flushed face and watery eyes. the same thoughts running through my head. this is the feeling of home