lowest of lows
you taught her
to live without you.
without your touch.
without your love.
without your hand to help her when she fell..


you came back,
and you made love to her.

making her feel
momentarily
special.

repressing all the times
she needed you most...
when you left her,
and showed her how easily you'd
chosen everyone else
over and over and over
again.


...you came back,
and you made love to her.

reassuring her you
would never leave her
the way she feared.

only to abandon her
once again.