There is an imagining of me and you building a life. I am much stronger, you are more patient, and together we dig deep to bury trees in a yard crafted on morning coffee and late night wine. You get angry because I forget to pick up after myself, and I get irritated because Iām pretty sure you resent how much I love the cat. There is a wobbly chair on the front porch, our first and last attempt at carpentry, and there are weeds sprouting up between cracks in the back patio. I swear your shoulder is the best place to rest my head, and you keep kneading at my stomach like a kitten or infant, as we lay on a hammock in the backyard. I love you from the place past my lungs, between each side of my ribcage, and further in than anyone has been. I can feel it swelling and radiating, can you? Can you feel how heavy my love is?