i'm starting to feel soft again,
i'm starting to recover from the damage
that came with holding onto a heavy heart.
colorblind and shrouded by a fog,
i could barely see what was right in front of me.
the sun doesn't burn my eyes anymore.
there is an infinite and indescribable beauty that exists
in the early hours of the morning,
when i can feel the weight of the return
of my human consciousness.
i'm starting to have dreams again,
dreams that i can fondly remember.
like a past life that still exists within me.
i'm starting to feel the vibration of music in my chest,
the power of a deep connection to sound.
despite the cognitive dissonance
of believing that i deserve pure and wholesome love,
i can feel it's inherent truth.
i'm starting to abandon my ego,
i'm starting to fill my life with everything that makes me thrive.
i'm glowing now.