This tangle of feelings you left at my apartment
is consuming me
leaving me exhausted
and at the same time wanting more
The other night it climbed down my throat
and made it's home wrapped up around my heart
It is heavy as it is tight
Its mass tiny, yet it's weight enormous
I know that I want it gone
at the same time don't know if I could live without it
It has been with me for so long now
If I remember right, since long before you
You have only made things more complicated
my grip tighter
the feelings, ugly
the light darker
the tangle more complicated