As I finally pick up pen and paper or at least set my fingers fluttering over the keys again, I have no victory to report.
Medicine has saturated my mind and whisked so much away acid dissolving the Munich, the Skin Man, the Stalker, and Others... But as is often the case when I cast off one I fall to another
My nights I sleep well because I've spent the day pacing, sobbing, wringing my hands back to where I was before the fear set in back to where I've always been.
A relapse is that one drop of cold water that hits between your shoulder blades while you take a hot shower a constant reminder of the the guilty thing you were
A tiny, tiny vine snakes across my shoulder where all of my t shirts and tank tops cover but even I can see