Drama always runs high in crowds. I don't whether it's the leaders that make it tense or the followers. Popularity always seemed fickle and lonely, I mean to do crazy and stupid stuff that has no meaning whatsoever for popularity just seemed like the gold rush, nothing is there. So why look? To try so hard to get a feeling that you know will go away. Why try? Why not be what you want, if you want it so badly? If you need a friend, be a friend to yourself. If you need a lover, be someone you can love. There isn't one way to be something like high school taught you to be. I mean, how does anyone expects to respect you if you won't do the same?