Socializing, talking and communicating. Notifying the bosses about my gig in the art walk. It felt like being in Home E.C. again the kitchen meeting. Just as exhausting as Home E.C. too. Church is tomorrow and I am not mentally prepared. I think my church will want to excommunicate me after I give my poetry reading because I am not holding anything back. I am already seen as insane and unholy because I had *** with Chelsie. I can express myself however I want as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. Critiquing isn't same as saying outright that hey this church need more queers.