I can feel the presence of a person in the room before I even open my eyes. it often makes it hard to sleep at night. I can not have a roommate. I do not have a roommate. I have always flinched a little harder than I should -even as a child I actual prefer to drive in silence I hate for music to take the space of my thoughts. I check my watch four times one for time one for heart rate one for time one for heart rate I am timid around alcohol I retrain from partaking, it reminds me of February- I do not like the month of February. I check my mirrors four times. center, right, left, center I write more than I could ever say.