Every time I look at you I wonder how things could have been. Just out of curiosity. I have no resentment or hate or malice when I think of you. I only wonder what would have happened if things didn't **** up.
You meant so much to me in such a short amount of time and yet I let you go so easily, so pain free.
I've never wondered more how things could have gone. We seemed so perfect and yet we were completely different.
Everything you told me you hated, everything you swore you wouldn't be, you have become. I wish I could make you look at yourself. I want to save you from who you've become. That's not my job though. I don't want to look after someone who lied to me, made me feel like **** for trying to be happy.
Not everyone can be perfect like you. I told you how I was, you expected so much of me. I told you what I believed in, what made me who I am.
You threw it back in my face.
I can't trust you, I can't be around you. I get so sad to hear your name. You've destroyed a part of who I was. You took something from me I can never get back.
Maybe I'm a fool for trusting you, but you made it so easy.
I can't hate you. I can only hate what you made me think was you.