I fell in love with her in college, he wanted to control me with every ounce of his monster-like charm. She gave me a wild love to fight for, he destroyed my confidence and mocked me for it. I wanted to escape his hopeless grasp, she gave me a new beginning. I felt stuck between two worlds. One giving something to live for and the other drowning me in my own depression. I was leading people with my light and couldn't pull myself out of his perverted sense of reality. The more I faded from him the more he held on tight to what was left. I knew there was nothing left and I stayed out of obligation.