You shattered me into a million pieces and I couldn't help but pick the scabs. I didn't even know who I was when I finally left, but I deadbolted the door and I walked away.
I walk on, with no destination in mind but there is a treasure map with a glowing X that says "healing."
When I call out to you, I know what I really need is to be validated, understood, loved.
I now recognize that no matter what I do, you are not capable of giving me what I need.
Tonight I will give myself the compassion I tried to give to you. Tonight I will give myself the love I desire, the love I deserve.