pain
my focuss
happiness
drained
in my thoughts
what is real
with the devil
was there a deal
pain
happiness
i drank
to kill them away
everyday
i walked across hot coals
to see if i could feel
i did not burn
in the turn
what have i become
my only friend
happiness ends
it became a fast trend
i tried to disappear
i am still here
at my age
accepting things
is everything
in my end
will the pain bend
will happiness begin
if only i could start
again