i am not a silk scarf on the wind not a delicate flower to be tended i am not a dancer not bewitching eyes with this body i cannot sing i cannot cook i am not an honest person not able to hurt a soul i am not confident not able to walk in a room alone i cannot stop thinking i cannot bear to look i am not all these things i cannot hope for anyone else to see but when you bring me doughnuts in the morning i know that’s where i’m meant to be