What was it that made me think?
Who turned me in that direction?
Stand around and watch me sink,
Different versions of affection.
Did they ever see me blink?
Living a life of pure deception,
Hope not to drown, and so I drink,
As long as I look like perfection.
Something about me fits your kink,
No self-control, just a slave to your erection,
How did this begin? Was it the wink?
You're nothing but a damn infection.
Don't mind my mind, it's on the brink,
Deny my every last objection,
The shame I have hides in pink,
Your shame is triggered by rejection.
Live your life within your lies,
Go on and raise a f*****g kid,
But when you look into my eyes,
We both know what you did.
To be mad at you is a waste of energy,
Forgiveness is just about the same,
Not mad at you, or anything,
And now I can't even remember ya name!
With love and light my remedy,
I hope you lose at your own game,
Because though you are no enemy,
You'll never understand the pain.
You'll never know the after math,
The years and tears that come,
You'll never know my wrath,
Because for you, it's all said and done.
I hope your parents question you,
I hope they look at you with disgust,
Whatever story that you spew..
But hey, one day we'll all be dust.