Have you ever loved someone and it felt like Christmas? Loving them you felt Christmas Magical and peaceful. The greatest joy. Someone I love now and will go on loving for the rest of my days told me this same thing. I know this feeling! My love leaped. I wish this moment we could forever keep. But now I am old and have lived my life. My Christmas is late. It already passed. Yet in my heart it will last. When you finally stop trying to make something broken work, true love will find you. And it will hurt. Because you are out of time. With one foot in the dirt. Tricked again by life. You must finally surrender yet never give up is all I've remembered