You were there
Looking silently
In my eyes
Not speaking a word
No movements at all
And i was there
Panting and laughing
Heavily holding a ******
Knife...
That i used to stab ur heart
And yet you said nothing
You didn't cry
You didn't say anything
I was frustrated
Because u didn't
Seem interested
Even when i made
Fun of you or hurt you
You would just be plain
Saying nothing acting
Like an idol
And everytime that happened
I screamed in horror
Punching at the tree bark
Thinking it was you
Even now you are
Silent and it infuriates
Me
I repeatedly stab the knife
To your heart
And say
Cry you **** *******
Come on act... You *******
Please.... For once
And then i fall
Into a sleep
And when i wake up
I am in jail
About to be hung
For the ******
I committed
And still i think
I am unsuccessful
In making you cry
And think
Yet here i fail again