my lips just won't work into a smile today because no one wants it to happen that way i didn't know him, but i know those he left behind and i know all they want is to just rewind but all they have a chance to do is ask why and just sit, and think, and let their hearts cry that's what hurts me more that anything having to stand by and watch their grieving only able to give a maybe needed distraction but unable to do what's really needed, answer a question i guess i always knew that twenty three was unlucky but i never thought it'd bring this. we'll miss you, Jesse. **JLR