here i am. i had been there but now i've stepped back and am observing the scene as an innocent bystander with no connection to either of the persons standing before me wrapped in each other's embrace. through my detached gaze i notice the moment of impact the instant the world stilled. her heart stopped fluttering and her breathing calmed her mind was quiet and her soul was at rest. and in that blink of an eye, the second that ended much too quickly, she was safe, she was home, and she was loved.