I woke early again today Got slightly dressed and went outside Started splitting logs in 90 degree heat A new habit I've picked up One of many I've filled my time with lately Habit or hobby - hard to tell the difference anymore Split a few quickly and worked some knots the best I could before the heat got the better of me and I needed a break I set my ax down and grabbed a small hatchet and cut down some overgrown bamboo plants I cut them down only a few months ago But life changes drastically in only a shot amount of time And they grow so quickly They towered above me by near five feet And now they're only up to my knee cap I could hear the shortened stalks whistling in the wind, "we'll be back" And I carried the debris out into the sun to dry to become kindling for a fire Sweat soaked from clothes to bone I grabbed another log and raised the ax above my head and brought it down Using my strength and the weight of the ax to sever the wood into two pieces, neatly down the center No knots to work thru on this one I continue chopping and splitting and working until I'm happy with the size of the wood And I grab another log and keep chopping and splitting and working Feeling the sun beating down and the sweat pouring down My mind clear and thinking only of the task at hand I listen to the morning birds sing and the crickets chirp Dogs bark in the distance and my dog looks in their direction as if she can see them thru all the obstructions in her way I add to the rhythm with the whistle of the ax coming down and the severing of the wood I feel balanced in nature for those brief moments between the neighborhood waking up And the memories I'm not remembering I carry some wood to where it will burn and stock the rest near the back for a later date I wipe the sweat from my brow and a breath in the hot, humid air Filling my lungs until they can hold no more And exhale I fix myself a drink by twisting off the cap of a beer and feel it cool me from the inside as I drink it down And take a seat on a lawn chair Petting my dog on her head the way she likes And I sit out in the sun, out in the yard, and close my eyes and imagine the peace around me That I feel inside