it's 2AM and I can't sleep because once again you've found a way to sneak into my dreams through the back door and appear when I don't expect you in the depths of my subconscious to make me fall time and time again for the danger in your smile and the gentleness in your eyes. you've occupied every corner of my mind so that anything and everything can remind me of you and send me reeling backwards on a tidal wave that I've created and let grow until the only thing I can think about is the tsunami of you that knocks me down ceaselessly and holds me under so breathing is impossible and never lets go of me as it tells me letting go is the only thing that can get me out alive.