Sometimes it's like I am restless. I read book after book. I don't know how to stay still. As though my thoughts are going a mile a minute. Sometimes it's like times slows down. I like that I get time to myself. Time to heal. Time to think. Sometime it's like with all this happiness I want to do on adventures. I want to get out of this town for a little while. I want to get out of my head. Sometimes it's like I don't know where to start. I am afraid to trust people.