And when the day comes, when i cant write poems anymore when i always wanting to run away when i use my eyes most for something else than to see when i dismiss every party invitations when i reject every outings when i dont care what tomorrow will be like when people can find me nowhere but my room when music can no longer cure me when my bestfriend can no longer help me when i dont crave for green when i dont wait for schoolday when i pay attention to the breeze more than the community when black and white are the brightest hues to me when im no longer go to the school canteen when im just no longer between nadhirah yasmin ainnur ross and ainun at most of the time when i dont walk anymore and just wait to die when i just talk to god and nobody else when i dont tweet anymore when you cant see my post passing thru in instagram when i stop reblogging even though i used to attracted to tumblr so much when i just stop doing things i love the most when i stop try making myself happy when i just stop believing of life thats when i really realise i lose *you