exulansis.
the tendency to give up talking about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
exulansis.
the moment i finally built up courage to come forward about what you did to me.
the moment i told my parents and was only met with anger as i refuse to name my abuser.
the moment as i freeze up anytime the experience is mentioned.
the moment i still haven’t been allowed to heal from this excruciating trauma as you are still in my life.
the moment i cannot talk about this experience as those who attempt
to console me only meet me with pity and sadness.
the moment i realise i am alone in this recovery.