exulansis.

the tendency to give up talking about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

exulansis.

the moment i finally built up courage to come forward about what you did to me.

the moment i told my parents and was only met with anger as i refuse to name my abuser.

the moment as i freeze up anytime the experience is mentioned.

the moment i still haven’t been allowed to heal from this excruciating trauma as you are still in my life.

the moment i cannot talk about this experience as those who attempt
to console me only meet me with pity and sadness.

the moment i realise i am alone in this recovery.