To me it's no big deal
Just another way of getting my heart to heal
It's no use
It always turns out to be a mistake
I'm ***** and tainted
But, then again, no ones a saint
How did I get so down hill?
The consequences of my actions don't seem real.
I lie and I cheat to get what I want
But the memories come back
And my dreams they haunt
The world is dim
My mind is grim
I know I'm always disappointing Him
And by Him I mean God
The only one who knows all
He lets me fall just to prove that he will help me up
And I will forever drink from his everlasting cup.