I don't know if this makes sense But my garden grows inward. It takes the rain of negativity And wraps itself around sensitivities. Trauma grows like roots around my heart And drains the calcium from my bones. Blooming into ingrown flowers Dark with the fresh blood of regret. My fruits rot inside the ground Fertilizing the soil for a new inverted crop. My memories spread into Ivy Growing inward choking my circulation. My body absorbs Toxins like Water Feeding the weeds in my head Which grow inside and knot themselves Into Tumors of Longing. I don't know if this makes sense But my garden grows inward.