A prisoner of warmth. Trapped in this cell of anxiety. With a blind warden. One who cannot see the prisoner. Yet talks to the god as if it is nothing Your golden hair that flows and curls. The demeanor that rips sympathy from me. Your unprecedented kindness. It all brings my heart to a still. And my mind at ease Is it love? A simple admiration of beauty? I do not know. I simply feel like Iām drowning. Drowning in this silence. Drowning in my fear In this dark void. That I float in despair. You are my beacon. My hope. My brilliant star that I wish to pluck. The star that I love And I always will