lucifer came back into my life dragged me down to hell there were no flames or chains but actions, immoral and careless he tempted me with the mere prospect of physical affection but only behind closed doors and lies i was the other woman the scorned, naive girl who loved a boy who would never love her back he took a twenty-one year girl back to being her twelve year old self who hadn’t been kissed thought i moved on, matured, was happy but he came, made me doubt everything and wrecked up so much of my life and then he left saying he loved her and hoped i'd understood and that’s when i knew he would never love me
December 2021 wasn’t an out queer woman, just a lost puppy for the first boy