in the early morning bends i begin to wonder, about my friends. the tall order serves as disconnect the scrutiny overwhelms. i tap my heels along the sidewalk pondering the ups and downs of our sideways dance in the freezing cold that bleeds nostrils dry. as our days turn into nights in a cycle true and clear as glass will we hang on, hang on, hang on and let the nasty weather pass? the clouds are brewing inside me a voice repeating "let it be." the fight, as all my friends could see would be the force that set me free.