The hurt I feel inside, is so foreign to me. Even though it’s something I’ve felt many times before. The hurt, is still the same.
I’m trying desperately to forget you, to move on from these thoughts in my head.
All the memories of you, are burned inside my mind.
The day that you left me, felt different than the times before. We’ve done this many times, but none quite like this.
This time it feels real, I feel as if I’ll never see you again. All of the things left unsaid, are just words without meaning. Because for you, this is what you want.
You never think about how these things are going to affect me. You run from me, when things get real, when we get too close. This time is no different.
You’re leaving me, like you’ve done many times before. This time, I hope you stay gone.
I hope I receive the closure I need within your absence. Because in the hardest times of my life, you’ve left.
You left me.
Alone and afraid, of what was to come. You never loved me like you said you did.
How can you not be hurting?
Why do you not love me?