Afraid every moment with you is my last
I soak up the essence of you as the minutes pass
We dive deeper as we walk under the sky that’s overcast
Challenging, observing, admiring every thought your mind has

Please don’t go, just hold me close
We drew in for a kiss and time froze
All my dreams manifesting in front of me
In this moment, I’m confident it’s meant to be

Where do we go from here?
How long will our future remain unclear?
When will I shake this fear?
You say I won’t lose you but my doubts are all I hear

I imagine the feeling of your soft embrace
I vividly remember the way you taste
The way it felt on my neck as your fingers laced
Around and around in my head, thoughts of you race.

Will it ever be our time?
Will the stars ever align?
Will I ever be able to love you and it not feel like a crime?
Will the universe send us a sign?

Where do we go from here?
How long will our future remain unclear?
When will I shake this fear?
You say I won’t lose you but my doubts are all I hear

I’m reaching out to you, can you feel me?
Can you hear me? I’m calling.
It’s almost like you’re here, when I’m still,
I can feel you. I can hold you.

But the space and the silence is deafening
The fiery passion inside me’s consuming
You take me so high it’s alarming
The fear of the fall is paralyzing

I’m reaching out to you, can you feel me?
Can you hear me? I’m calling.
It’s almost like you’re here, when I’m still,
I can feel you. I can hold you.

But the space and the silence is deafening
The fiery passion inside me’s consuming
You take me so high it’s alarming
The fear of the fall is paralyzing

Will we be ready when it’s our time?
Will the stars stay aligned?
Will I be able to love you for a lifetime?
Will we recognize when the universe sends us a sign?

Or will the moment pass us by, will we have to say goodbye?
Has the moment passed us by? Is this goodbye?

12/10/21