its funny i thought that maybe i’d grow happier that the fantasy of death would fade
i thought i was being melodramatic a silly girl like you said but here i am aged 21 and i still wish my life was over i look at my scars and realise this this is what i became not the successful and brave women i longed to be
but a hollowed out ghost tethered to the past trapped in her sorrowful ways i would blame myself but what good would that do