i saw your face
my heart was beating
fast enough for me to feel
something different
we stood so close
not close enough
i tried to hide my interest
give you distance

and in my dreams
im always running
from something that scares me dearly
hear me from a place
thats finding solace in embrace surrounding
gently rocking back into the silence

a lull
a dull
a moment to surrender
a space
a grace
a lace of strong in time
to remember what is mine
its nothing but sublime
a moment to surrender


and in my life
im always running
to something that feels so far away

tell me anything
you want
im always listening
except for the times im floating far and far away

and the nights feel so long without
i am all alone about to
learn something about myself
learning something about the Self , capital S
that takes me deeper like a well
to take me out of this kind hell
and remember that time in November
when you reminded me what its like to be alive
i felt like no one else was in the room
its not soon enough for me to feel something i can belief is true

delete your phone
to be alone
im trying to make
a life that takes and gives
learns to forgive
to know a place i wont believe
to make my way back home

its in my life
i feel satisfied
when i can be most true
to be alive
to try not to lie
but still try to hide somethings